I'd probably compare you to a ray of sunshine because that's what you are to people. Whenever there's a stale moment you somehow lighten up the mood just with your presence. I never understood what it was about you that made you shine compared to everyone else. I would love to know. But sometimes your desire for constant happiness comes before others. You are generally a selfless person, but when it comes to what you want you become a little self seeking. Except I respect that because you can't live for others all the time. That's what you've taught me.
It's so intriguing when you start to talk about something you really love, because even if I don't find it that interesting you make me want to listen anyways. You're eyes light up like a little kid, and it makes me smile everytime. You also somehow make everyone laugh. I don't know how you do it, and frankly I don't think you know either, but there is never a dull moment with you. That's why I love to have you around. I know that you are a loving person, but that tends to give you much pain at times. I don't know how you share your love so easily but it's something that I like. I don't think many people notice how much you care for them, but it's plain as day to me.
You're a mystery. I don't really know what you're necessarily thinking about most of the time, because you never let anyone know. Even though that is so, I still know that you must have so many thoughts going on in your head. You're smart, and the way you play it off makes me jealous all the time. You're very clever. I know you will be a successful person in the future, and I hope to witness that. One thing that I love about you is that you're kind. You have such a giving soul and even though its not obvious, I know so. You're sweet and willing to do anything for those you love. I have witnessed it too many times not to notice.
Many things don't make sense about you. You are a free, independent soul, but you also care about things going on around you. What people do, and what they think. You're free, but you're broken. Every time you get caught in a tough situation I get confused as to why you act the way you do. You've messed up a lot, but I understand why. You don't mean to hurt anyone but you somehow do anyways. Except I still admire you. You get excited about the little things and appreciate them. How you can find joy in such insignificant things is a mystery to me. You're heart, although broken, is still a loving one. Sometimes you love so much you don't seem to know what to do. But that's the beautiful thing about it.
If there was a list of people who knew how to be a good friend, you would be at the top of that list. You seem to understand the dynamics of friendship so well, as if you created them yourself. You know that friends come first. Others have loved you, but you don't know how to love them. It's really a shame because there are so many people who have come to admire you, and I understand why because you're quite the character. But you seem to mess up or pull away leaving them confused. I know you don't understand the concept of letting yourself go, but I hope you will soon. As fearless as you seem, I know that fear beats you every time.
